Thursday, 31 December 2009
And so it ends. I have decided to step away from S.O so I am able to think, reassess and re-evaluate the relationship. There really was no point in being miserable...together. I am not sure where my path will lead, or whether we will still have a joint path. There are so many questions, so many emotions and its feels like I am being swept away. I wish I could go numb.
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
A decade ago (or almost a decade ago, depending where you're coming from) I completed my last year of high school. It is difficult to grasp the concept of time passing at such a rate!
Do I feel the need to vent, reflect, cry out of joy and sadness? You can betcha your last Rand, or Dollar or Pound...
I certainly see a different person in the mirror compared to 2000. Most of my dreams - I have accomplished. The Plan involved strategically working towards them and suddenly, there I was living the dream, having the best of times life can offer.
Finding the S.O has never been part of The Plan. Then Life, with its bitchy mood swings, sees fit to throw a curve ball. And so The Plan looks very different to what I had always pictured. I certainly think S.O is in my life for a reason, but I cannot understand anything as yet.
And now it is all about survival, with a smile.
Hope MMX is as wonderful as wonderful can get for each and every one of you!
*MMX (roman numerals) = 2010
I know this post has been, erm, vague, but I fear the torrent of tears, while at my work desk, if details are mentioned.
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
This holiday season, if you want peace and quiet:
1. Go to work
2. Avoid shopping malls
3. Stay-cations* in big cities
4. If you do not have kids, treat them as if they are the bubonic plague
And then sigh serenely...
Blessed be every single one of you!
*staying at home, not going on a holiday but not at work.